You said that you never felt Christ

... For Christ to come, you have to love Him. To love Him, you have to make Him love you first. To love you, you should be people that worth. To become people that worth you have to prepare. First of all, you should pray in a non-selfish way. Don't think that if you concentrate your mind, the    happiness will come to your heart. Don't pray with that selfish way, but with simplicity and being modesty. Always imagine the glory of the God. Did I tell you for the nightingale? It sings without being seen by anyone. Be like the nightingale, and give yourself to the God secretly